The calming rain woke me up this morning and despite the rocky morning I've had i enjoyed it. Normally when the news says thunderstorms are in our forecast we get horrible storms, but today, it was so calm and sweet. I took the opportunity to only focus on me. I had my morning dose of tea with extra honey and lemon (yummmm) and a delicious orange :) and I enjoyed it while listening to the rain. Normally in the morning I always check my emails, messages, and the daily "tea" on my social sites, and to my surprise a feeling of peace came over me. I've been excited about everything that's going to happen in the next few months, and I am so happy. I thought to myself that life is good, and life is what you make it. Now I'm not saying that life is always as good as tea with extra honey and lemon, BUT if life is not going the way you want it to, then make the rest of your day better. It's a very hard thing you tell yourself when the heavy load of life falls on you. At times, it's hard for me to take my own advice, at least 80% of the time I don't, but i try my best to apply it to my everyday life, and when I do, life isn't so hard.
So today has been really gloomy today because of the rain, and when it rains, it makes me think....a lot. I'm enjoy every ounce of time that God has given me to just enjoy and have to myself. I enjoy every day off I have, even if it's sunny or gloomy. I tried to be productive, but....that didn't work. So instead, i'll just lounging in my robe, ashy legs n' all lol.