Friday, December 21, 2018

The Growth is Beautiful from Here.

Hello, hello, hellooooo beautiful people. (I defiantly heard my Auntie/Spiritual Mother Yvonne's voice just now. Mrs. Theandra Yvonne Walker to be exact.) I hope everyone is having a good night, morning, afternoon. I'm just up watching YouTube, like I normally do when honey is at work. Anyways I wanted to pop back up and just update everyone on what's been up in my life. 2018 is coming to an end soon, and I can say that this year has been a very hard, trying, and painful year. It was a lot of things that has happened and I had to really let God take over. Never in my life have I been scared of losing my life, the people I love, and my mind. I am so grateful for having people in my life, but most importantly I am so blessed that God never failed me.

I am more comfortable with life, knowing what I need to do and actually making decisions for me. I have always been a person who made a lot of decisions to make other people happy, and also to make things easier for everyone else. Knowing what I know now is really humbling me. God has been showing me that the lessons I learn in this life will give you more room to walk on the narrow path to Him. (Matthew 7:14 NLT)

Although sometimes I feel like i'm not proud of myself like I should, but i'm proud of my growth so far. I'm so excited to see where God takes me, and we all should do the same. With that being said i'm going to plant 2019 in this new soil that has been cultivated. I had to allow the Holy Spirit to clean house. Take all the baggage out. Help me take out the trash and sweep, etc. I've been in the storm for so long I forgot what relief felt like, but I feel it now, and i'm not letting it go.

Day by day :)

I haven't been feeling inspired during my down times BUT those feelings won't last long. I want to build better content, and develop a team of people that I can trust. I need to consider finding a different blogging platform so I can have more motivation. New computer, new camera lenses *cough cough* lol. I'm excited to plant and water 2019.